you're back and gone again..why??

i had a lot to talk about today..because i will not,forever in my life forget today..i really missed her..

went with my cousin to his secondary school to handle some matters for NCC..went to Zeng Ni's house after that to meet her and went Vivo city..to meet up with yanhong(who had gone to England for a year because of her education).i have mistaken someone with her..shit me..i'm damn stupid..but she's still as pretty as ever..oh my..

met up with jason,cheryl and jasmine after that and went bugis(seoul garden)to eat with yanhong friends too..because she's leaving tomorrow..oh my god..what's the hurry to leave!!!!!!!!!????hais..

after eating it was about 9plus le..she's thinking about catching a movie..but jason they all think that it's about time to go home..so all of us disperse..hais..can't really spent time with her..because she's with her friends..but looking at her at a distance i'm also contended..

Before leaving..i was holding her stuff which she had bought earlier..when she took it back from me..her hand was damn smooth..oh my..ok la,i have to say this..i know i sound pervertic and mad.xP.but..i also don't know why.ahem.i really don't have any reasons to say about all this happening..when a person you missed very much came back and you saw her..obviously you have the feeling that you had before..and you knows that she's leaving tomorrow..how would you feel???i'm sure you people know..

it has been a year,you're back now..and you're leaving tomorrow..that's going to break my heart again which it had been mended once..the feeling of separation was terrible..never mind.hope to see you soon..and remember to send me the photo we took outside the seoul garden..i'll posted it up in my blog..to keep it as a memorial..

feeling very terrible now..but,who will know???